Sunday, 24 December 2017

They do look out for me

‘Mummy I think you should start dieting again. You are getting fat.’ These were the words of my older daughter. Lately they have both been implying that I have added a lot. I do know I need to get back on track. I haven’t worked out in over 4months or more! My feeding habit is not as healthy as it used to be…my shirts don’t button conveniently any longer so yes I know these little ones are right.
I know there is no excuse when one has to get back on track. You just create the time and do it. Heck when I was really into it, I did not have time to work out till 11pm but I was consistent. Now though I am still working and not done working till well past midnight sometimes 1.30am. sincerely, I am still looking for the ‘space’ in my night (morning cant fly as I have to wake up 4am to be out by 5.30am. I cant afford to wake up earlier than that with the time I go to bed). In the meantime, I may just have to focus more on the healthy eating which is actually supposed to be easy…
Oooh Lord there is something horrible about sitting at home though, you will just be eating and eating either because you don’t want the leftover to go to waste or just because you are bored. I hardly eat three proper meals normally but this one I am home I eat three proper meals improperly.  I even indulged in ice cream when I took my kids out today. Shame on me sha! I need help in getting back on track. I want my proper size 10 body back before I am back to work. I know what to do. I truly do but I need something to kick start me. Something or someone. I just really need a miracle to get back on track. I don’t ever want to be called fat again …ever.

Even the kids can parent the adult. 

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